damn it

i'm fucking infatuated with white guys again.
and i might start a youtube channel, to reiterate my points....
as well as my intention to get my french standard up to a B1.
i'm not going to take french as a degree course, but rather, a language.
also, i will talk about my father jeering me and stuff.
i will show him!
that i can get my french up to an acceptable level!
also, i will talk about my infatuation about white guys.
and my plans to study overseas.
and about people thinking that i'm crazy....
and as well as some of my trials and tribulations.
cause' my stupid mum keeps talking abt my past.
i will link the trials and tribulations part to the education system.
and i will talk about physics and french.
and being ostracised by my own race.
but i want a partner to start a youtube channel with me.
i have seen youtube videos by mortenercrazy and crazyrussianhacker and i wanna do it too.