unhappy

father-unhappy 95% of the time.
always liking to put people down.
so how can i be happy?
mother-always contradicting oneself.
talked abt cousin relationship, said i had a cousin bond, but cousin but not friend.
interrupted by saying, if u are so close, go and meet her.
i explained that its a cousin bond, not cousin plus friend.
meeting only when necessary.
go and say that she is very close with her cousin.
narcisstic and histronic personality disorder.
and told my aunt abt my issue, say apples vs orange, then now compare a level vs poly.
if a level like so stress, poly is slack.
still cannot do it.
and i feel happier hanging out with people.
being alone makes me unhappy and ruminate, and there are no distractions.